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Tasha but my friends call me Natasha ... wait ...
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[Jan. 29th, 2005|11:12 am] |
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| | none :-( | ] |
THREE THINGS THAT SCARE ME:
1 Spiders
2 The dark (I know! I'm like 5 inside)
3 failure
THREE PEOPLE WHO MAKE ME LAUGH:
1 My Brother
2 Blake
3 Bryan
THREE THINGS I LOVE:
1 My family
2 My friends
3 My dog (she's sick right now :'( )
THREE THINGS I HATE:
1 Annoying drivers
2 Speed Bumps
3 My hair today
THREE THINGS I DON'T UNDERSTAND:
1 Boys
2 Math :-P
3 how some people can be so mean
THREE THINGS ON MY DESK:
1 A cool mouse pad Kelly gave me
2 GREAT cd's
3 a bottle of water
THREE THINGS I'M DOING RIGHT NOW:
1 Breathing
2 Trying not to think about how bad I want real food
3 Drinking water
THREE THINGS I WANT TO DO BEFORE I DIE:
1 Swim with dolphins
2 Help people
3 Get married and have beautiful children
THREE THINGS I CAN DO:
1 Sing
2 Tie a not in a cherry stem with my tong
3 Wiggle my eyes (if you havn't seen me do it before it's crazy)
THREE WAYS TO DESCRIBE MY PERSONALITY:
1 Happy (We all have our bad days thought :-D)
2 Odd
3 Funny (hopefully :-P)
THREE THINGS I CAN'T DO:
1 Hold a spider in my hand
2 Sing soprano (but it doesn't matter, Altos are cooler)
3 Speak Spanish fluently
THREE THINGS I THINK YOU SHOULD LISTEN TO:
1 Your heart
2 Your parents (unless it conflicts with #1)
3 Your friends (unless it conflicts with #1/2)
THREE THINGS I DON'T THINK YOU SHOULD LISTEN TO EVER:
1 Peer pressure
2 Bath tub opera (just trust me on this one)
3 Mean people
THREE THINGS I SAY THE MOST:
1 I love you
2 A bajillion
3 Just Kidding
THREE OF YOUR ABSOLUTE FAVORITE FOODS:
1 Reece's Peanut Butter Cups
2 Mac and cheese
3 Caesar Salad
THREE THINGS YOU'D LIKE TO LEARN:
1 How to play guitar
2 How to play the drums
3 How to win someone's heart
THREE BEVERAGES YOU DRINK REGULARLY:
1 Water
2 Lemonade
3 Raspberry Ice Tea
THREE SHOWS YOU WATCHED WHEN YOU WERE A KID:
1 Sailor Moon
2 Saturday morning cartoons (I still would if they weren't so crappy now)
3 The Magic School Bus
DESCRIBE YOUR..
Wallet - Black and blue and OLD
Hairbrush - Blue
Toothbrush - Blue
Jewelry worn daily - 2 earrings and my necklace with my cross and ring on it
Pillow cover - Blue
Sunglasses - Spy Jades
Underwear - Blue with white strips
Favorite shirt - probably anything black
Cologne/Perfume - Happy
CD - round, shinny (is that what you were looking for?)
Tattoos - none :-(
Piercings - my ears
In my mouth - Teeth covered in braces and my tongue
In my head - A brain (Supposedly)
Wishing - For a man (no telling which one)
After this - Lunch
Fetishes - wouldn't you like to know
Person you wish you could see right now - Tall Funny and Handsome
Is next to you - Bob (That's right Katie! He left you to come to visit me!)
Some of your favorite movies - Too many!
Something you're looking forward to in the upcoming month - winter camp
The last thing you ate - Health food
Something that you are deathly afraid of - Being alone
Do you like candles - yes
Do you like incense - candles are better
Do you like the taste of blood - umm ... I don't remember
Do you believe in love - yes
Do you believe in soul mates - yeah
Do you believe in love at first sight - nope
Do you believe in Heaven - yes
Do you believe in God - yes
What do you want done with your body when you die - cremated
Who is your worst enemy - satan
If you could have any animal for a pet, what would it be - A DOLPHIN!!!
What is the latest you've ever stayed up - 29 hours (then I slept for like a day)
Can you eat with chopsticks - yes!
What's your favorite coin - quarters
What are some of your favorite animals - dolphins monkeys and puppies
What's something you wish you could understand better - boys
Who is someone that you really wish was still around - Zach |
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| How will I ring in the New Year? |
[Jan. 3rd, 2005|09:22 pm] |
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Just thought I would let you all know my New Years resolution for this year!
Wish me luck!
~Tasha |
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| Comment Fight!!! |
[Jan. 2nd, 2005|01:42 am] |
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| | Have your loved ones spayed or neutered - Jeff Foxworthy | ] |
Two days in a row!?!?!?! this has got to be some kind of record!
This entry is for those of you who are wondering why I have TWENTY-EIGHT comments on my last post. Man! Kelly and I just finished the best comment war I have had yet! It started at 11:11 last night and was initiated by Miss. Kelly Hardy and continued until 1:03 this morning! The times are wrong but I suppose none of you really pay enough attention to notice. Anyway, I would like to take this time to thank Kelly for a great game. Kudos kiddo! I love you all!
~Tasha
P.S. I didn't win by default. I beat you fair and square Kelly and you know it. lol :-P |
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| A post to start the New Year! |
[Jan. 1st, 2005|04:36 am] |
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| |  yay for the New Year | ] |
Happy New Year everyone! Hopefully this year will be better than the last. Side note: Texas hold 'em is the best game ever!
~Tasha |
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[Nov. 9th, 2004|11:01 pm] |
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SO TIRED ... take it as you will
~Tasha |
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[Oct. 26th, 2004|07:21 am] |
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| | ... getting there | ] |
We talked ... Everything is going to be ok.
She remembered she can never be alone ...
~Tasha |
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[Oct. 25th, 2004|10:59 pm] |
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I'm sorry it had to come to this. If you are hurting know that I hurt more. Please don't be mad at me ... I love you so much ...
She walks alone
Not knowing where she's going
Not knowing where she's been
There are noises
There are people
But no one who really knows her
No one who really cares
No one
No one
She walks alone
~Tasha |
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| *Sigh* |
[Oct. 24th, 2004|03:39 pm] |
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You know the term "Alive and well" ? ok so I'm still alive ... but sorry to say not so well. I don't think I've had such a bad cold in my life! Normally they go away in like two days tops ... I'm a healthy person for the most part. But this one started almost a week ago! And I just feel yucky ... oh well. This too shall pass.
I'm worried about my brother. I love him so much and I would like to see him live past 30. That goes the same for some of the rest of you but you will remain nameless. I love you all soooooooo much and want to grow old with you and I can't do that if you're dead ... or if I'm dead for that matter. This might also be why I'm not getting better as fast as I use to. My system is weak from this poison that takes one life after another with no regard as to if you are doing it or someone around you is doing it. It will take your life all the same. I think I might have to stop hanging out with some people if this continues because I can't take it anymore. Every time I see them doing it I break down into tears, and many a night I have cried myself to sleep thinking of what might happen to them... Or me. I just don't know what to do anymore. The only solution I can come up with is to not hang out with them anymore ... but I love them all so much and love chilling with them ... I just don't know. This will be the hardest thing I have ever had to do.
~Tasha |
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| This news is really making me feel better ... thanks sister |
[Oct. 5th, 2004|04:03 pm] |
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| |  getting better | ] |
The Rep. is reopening! And the new owner (who I hear is cool) wants all the old people back to work ... not saying we will go back ... but still I'm happy for that. Zach's funeral is tomorrow ... not looking forward to it, but it will be comforting to see all who love him and some who didn't even know him all under one roof in fellowship(I say love in present tense to remind you all that just because someone passes on doesn't mean you have to stop loving them)... I love you all
~Tasha |
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| I know, I know! .... |
[Oct. 4th, 2004|04:28 pm] |
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Ok, so I'm really bad at this. I'm sorry! :-( But I'm too busy at the moment to update everyday. This is just so people don't think I died or something. I love all of you! Treat everyday like it could be your last, because one of these days it will be.
~Tasha
In loving memory of Zachary Legreid ~ You will be missed by all |
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| OOPS! |
[Sep. 9th, 2004|12:32 pm] |
Oh yeah! I forgot one thing ... I'M NOT GOING TO THE DOCTOR KATIE ICKY MITCHELL AND YOU CAN'T MAKE ME!!! Love you!
~Tasha |
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| Fun times with the family! (again) ... But now THIS!!! :-( |
[Sep. 9th, 2004|12:20 pm] |
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Friday night-Saturday: I hung out with CJ and we went to the mall to have dinner. We wanted to go to BJ's but the wait for TWO people was 45 minutes so we went to Johnny Rocket's instead. (It's amazing how many people go there on a Friday night but I guess it makes since because it's practically the only place you CAN go after 9p.m. in this dumb town) Then we watched When Harry Met Sally and Cruel Intentions. I had seen them but she hadnt seen either so most of her reactions were quite humorous!
Sunday: I went to S.C.U.M. with Katie and Scotty and that was cool this week (as opposed to last week, "WHAT should we DO!?!?!" GUH!) And then we all hung out after. We played Monkey Ball 2 (best game ever) which was Stressful yet rewarding! :-) Good job guys, you're my heroes!
Sunday night- Monday morning: Fire pit at David's! YAY! Always fun times! It was cool because none of us had even really seen David since the night he got back so it was nice to see him again. (I miss those guys sooo much! Poop on the Rep. closing!) We left the pit at about 11:30-12 and it was off to Sams for a night of drinking and fun!!! … well, we were suppose to get drunk but not all of us did and that made Williams mad but the ones who did drank enough for all of us so I did feel bad for not getting smashed. At some point Ryan and his friend Dillon (Ryan wasnt drunk which was a pleasant surprise Dillon was sooo gone!) came over so I had to stay up after they got there to entertain Ryan and baby sit everyone else. But it was ok because I had gotten about half hours worth of sleep so I was set for the rest of the day (not including the two 30 min. naps I took on the rides Monday … but that story comes later).
Monday: We all piled into Scottys SUV at about 7:15 a.m. in the morning and set off for San Luis Obispo (S.L.O.) to see his girlfriend, Shanda. It is suppose to be like a 4 hour drive without traffic or something but we mad it there in three and back in 3 and a half which means Scotty is a great driver/speeder! Haha. So Shanda is cool and S.L.O. is tiny (her whole school has 1200 students in it!) I felt bad though because Williams and Sam slept most of the way and I told myself I wasnt going to fall asleep since that would mean Scotty would be all alone but I did fall asleep for a little bit (that 30 minutes each way I was talking about earlier … see? Everything I say has a purpose!) So, after spending the day in S.L.O. and seeing Without a Paddle for the 2nd time, (its so good that I dont even care!) we got back at about 7:30 p.m. It was a great day!
Tuesday-Thursday: (Here comes the not so fun stuff) I have been really sick for the past few days, and I have hated it!!! Let me ask you, Whats the one thing you want when youre sick, Your mommy right? Well, my mom and dad are both far, far way until Sunday and they are kinda one of the the only things I really want right now. (Vayden and Katie have been trying to be there for me though, so thanks guys!) I am happy to say that I havent thrown up since 2 a.m. in the morning, so I wasnt scared to try eating. I hadnt really eaten since Monday night so the crackers and flat 7up I had for breakfast was so tasty! I think in a little while Im gonna try soup for lunch so that should be good too. I have also lost weight this week from throwing up so much so eating will defiantly help me get stronger and healthier faster.
Thats all for now ... I think (sorry it was so long but I just know how you are all dying to know everything about my life in great detail so there it is!) :-) Much love!
~Tasha |
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[Sep. 2nd, 2004|04:57 pm] |
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It was happening again
The dream that makes her scared
The one that makes her cry
She curls up into a ball
Under the covers that have always kept her safe
Like a five year old who wants her mommy
But she is a big girl now
Too old for tears, too old for fears
So she lies still
Listening to the darkness
Trying to ignore the silence that is teasing her
Hiding how she feels from the world
The world that lies
The one that tells her it's ok
While they laugh at her when she can't hear
It was happening again |
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| GrRnEsS!!! |
[Aug. 31st, 2004|09:02 pm] |
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| |  bummed and, frankly, confused! | ] |
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| | hmm, dont know if music's the right word, more like...noise! | ] |
Yes folks, Grrness is a word ... I would tell you to look it up but it's sooo spankin' new Webster has yet to have it grace their pages (and that's how you know it's cool then because Webster has HIP words like "bling-bling" and "ain't" in there ...) So back to why I'm kinda-sorta mad! (now there's a lukewarm sentiment if I ever seen one) Ok ... so ... today I had TWO new classes! That's right, the third week of school and they moved me to new classes ... and this wasn't even the first time it happened to me this year ... This happened to me a grand total of 3 times. What is wrong with my school man?!?! I bet this doesn't happen at HART!!! (I am the worst spirited person at my school! GO HART HIGH SCHOOL!!!) Now don't get me wrong, the reason I am actually pissed is not that I had to change classes, because two of my new teachers are actually cooler then the old ones. Now you will notice I said only two (out of three ... remember?) and I say this because 1st of all I had Mr. Killinger (this is the man that if you ask ANYONE that goes/has gone to VHS will tell you he is the coolest teacher to ever!!! Like ... in THE WORLD!) and the 2nd reason he was sooooo much then my new bio teacher is because .... brace yourselves for this one .... WE DON'T HAVE A NEW TEACHER YET!!! They are still hiring someone! So we have this totally anal sub for a week and it STINKS!!! Well I gotta jet so again I say to you (the best word know to mankind ... mainly just me and a few of my friends though) Grrness!
~Tasha |
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| I Command You!!! |
[Aug. 30th, 2004|10:07 pm] |
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| | No reason to be UNhappy! | ] |
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| | Myself practicing songs a concert that all of u are going to | ] |
Go see Without A Paddle as soon as possible! If you don't have anyone to go with I will gladly volunteer myself :-) ... just give me the time and place! Friday was fun ... Saturday was better .... car ride home could have been more spiritual after a meeting of that caliber, but I'm over it. Love everyone!
~Tasha |
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| Fun times with the family!!! |
[Aug. 22nd, 2004|07:07 pm] |
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| | lovin weekends like this one! | ] |
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| | Tenacious D - Tribute (this song rocks!) | ] |
First the bad part of my week, SCHOOL WEEK 1: It sucked! But that's school for ya!
OK! Now for the MUCH happier times! Last night was awesome! I hung out with (said in order that we were sitting around the table starting to my left and going clockwise) Katie (shout out: hi sister!), Scotty (who totally does NOT look like Spike), Raymond (kate's shirt-mate), Eric (the llama himself), and Nick (who actually does a wonderful rendition of "my little pony" opera style)!!! It was SO much fun! We went to this restaurant in burbank called Picanha, where they bring you all different kinds of meat right to your table (as long as the block thingy is green side up) and they have the best mashed potatoes I have ever had at a restaurant ... but it was kinda expensive .... so I can't go there much because I would want everyone and there mother to come with me, but (no offense guys) the most I am willing to pay for is 6 of my close friends! (even if they won't all let me :-)!) Then today I got to see most of them (Scotty couldn't come to this one :-( ) at our friends wedding! She looked sooo pretty, and it wa great to see all those wonderful people two days in a row! ... Well that's pretty much all I have to say so I want to wish you all a Happy Cheese Sandwich! Later days!
~Tasha |
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| "The one with no point to it" |
[Aug. 16th, 2004|06:28 pm] |
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| | melancholy | ] |
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| | who cares? | ] |
I don't know what to say but I feel like I have to say something (anyone else ever feel that way?) ... whatever
~Tasha |
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[Aug. 12th, 2004|10:56 am] |
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| | hurt more then you can imagine | ] |
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| | the deafening silence | ] |
I don't think anyone could put it better then katie when she says (and I'm sorry for those of you who read both because that means you have to read this twice but it's totally how I feel):
"I don't think the fact that the theater is closing has really hit me yet... right now its just sort of a dull ache I'm feeling whenever I think about it... but I'm still waiting for the sharpe blades to come cutting through...
After Saturday there will be no more long nights working with the guys... no more blasting country music till the walls shake, no more movie nights, or drunken outta control parties, no more of anything that makes me truly happy... that theater was a place where I could go to get away from it all and be with people I knew really cared about me... and now its gone..."
... and I know everyone there has been there longer then me and everything so they probably think that they are hurting more then me or whatever but the thing I'm so sad about is just that ... (I'll try to elaborate because I know I've lost some of you by now) They have years of memories there, and to me it feels like I am just getting my feet wet. You know? I'm not going to get to have some of the experiences they have had ... I'm not going to get to see my true friends, my family as much is I would like ... I'm WILL get to miss all the theater stuff so much that it hurts! Will someone donate $100,000 to the theater... please? I don't wont to hurt anymore ... and I don't want to talk about this .. because that means it really is happening ...
"What do you take to take the pain away? What do you take to make it all go away?"
~Tasha |
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| All the cool kids are doing it ... |
[Aug. 10th, 2004|04:25 pm] |
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| | Fine I guess ... | ] |
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| | All-American Rejects' - One More Sad Song :-( | ] |
In the comments for this entry, you can ask me any three questions in the whole wide world, and I will answer them as honestly as I can. Then all y'all can do the same in your journals and I can ask you three questions. Got it? Good. Get to askin. Love you all!
~Tasha |
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